21/6/06 -12.30 pm : Received info from TELCO manager and i was ask to go for seminar at Pangkor.Registration closed at 1.00 pm.Argghh...then if i don't wanna go..i've to talk with my COO...then i call my COO a.k.a boss...i ask him ...am i relly have to..and he said yes...b4 he said anything more...then i decided i've to go....3 days u know....and i'm alone..supposely..i go with my Network manager..but becoz it was last minute invitation and he can't make it...then he wanted to replace his engineer to go..but my boss said no...argghhh...i've to go alone....nevermind...so...at nite..packing my stuff...

22/6/06 - at 8.15 i'm already at the Plaza IBM..and straight up to the bus...we reached Lumut around 12.25 pm...waiting the ferry to go to the Pangkor island...so..arrived at the island...received key for my room and other stuff for the nite party...they give us pario for ladies and shirt for the men...hemm...party theme for that nite : Tropical Beach Party....so the party was nice...everybody have to sing..and me and my table are the last person to sing that nite....and i'm the lead singer....arrgghhh......malu gila..and i choose the can't fight the moonlight song...hahah...after i finished the song...everbody was like...."Hurayyyyy..."wah..feels like i'm in the Malaysian Idol or AF....The dj said.."not bad..not bad.." my hand shaking and out of sudden i feel very cold....haha..then nothing to do..just lepak at the lobby...see the show  from Philipinos singers...nice...at one of the guys invite me to dance...and i said ok...hehe...

23/6/2006 - on this day....my day was really full....from morning to evening...i'm in the conference room...but the seminar finished at 4.30pm...after that..i have to go for my Spa...and also watch them play beach volleyball..but then..i fall asleep..and miss all the thing....my friend said..it was raining...no wonder....haha...so..get myself ready for the dinner tonite....today they served chinese food..nyumnyum...and after a few meal..the Philipinos group as us..who gonna join them on the stage...and everybody was start calling my name...oh my gosh!!!...everybody was shouting my name....my goodness...so..i step at the stage..and started choosing my song...so i pick up the How do I Live...hemm....finished the song..and the crowd got mad again...again i feel like im in the Malaysian Idol or AF....and they stated that...why i'm not joining the reality show...if i'm entering the reality show..they telll me that i already have the voters...hahah...if like that ya..lucky me...nyehnyeh...after that..the crowd start dancing....haha..this is really fun...everybody was enjoying theirself...best....we go for salsa...hiphop...r n b...all kind of song..and when the dancing queen song hit the dance floor...i was drag by the philipinos singer to the stage...again...i'm entertaining them ...wah this gonna be my part time job..heheh...the crowd really put the trust on me...mamamiya...malam berjalan sungguh pantas sekali...heheh...so tomorrow..we gonna leave this place....

24/6/2006 - check out from the hotel around 11.30..have to wait for the bus...it's raining...heavy raining...argghh..laut bergelora...and when i'm entering the ferry..i really feel dizzy...uweekk...uweeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.....entering the jetty and bus already there for us...take 15 minutes to buy something for my office people...so rushing...and arrived at Plaza IBM Tmn Tun.. around 4.45...take taxi to go home..coz my sister can't pick me up...again...arghhh....on the way back from Pangkor...i've received sms from my auntie...as me to come to her house tonite...coz my Perak's family is there..my grandma..my unlce...my cousin...argghh..and the last words from my aunt sms...:sila bawak pakwe sekali.."gosh....so..around 7.30...go to Keramat..baru jer nak masuk rumah....i was ask by them...where's ur bf..aik...the question pop up again...shittttt.....argghhh..tekanan tekanan....and all my uncle are asking me...why i still don't have a bf...this thing is not easy...and they don't believe me that i still don't have bf..even my grandma..and also my auntie...aiyakkkk...help me...nevermind..i'll try my best to make it happen..soon...insya allah...but who's the guy..?

so..the gathering finished at 1.00 am...i feel very tired...and i'm driving like crazy insane person...sampai rumah around 1.30 am....

the most Controversy thing  rite now is my status....all my family and all my relatives are waiting and really hope that i'll get marry ASAP.....so...sapa2 bujang di luar sana....sila isi borang...hehehehhe.............